I Tried

I wrapped you in linens, Beloved

Wrapped you that you might be warm

wrapped you as you once wrapped me

in the steady strength of  work-leathered arms.

I brushed your hair; I shaved your chin

(I remembered that you hate the stubble)

I wrapped you in your treasures, Beloved

Wrapped you in the symbols of our shared dreams

Wrapped you as you once wrapped me

in your scent, your safety

I laid your hand just so above your sluggish, lazy heart

(Why does it refuse to beat?)

I wrapped myself in you, Beloved

Wrapped myself in your heavy, banded arms

wrapped myself in the tatters of your clothing

and they pulled me away, Beloved

(Cold arms make for an empty bed.)

And now I'm watching them put your box into the hateful earth.

I tried, Beloved.

I tried.